My Journey Begins!

I never really thought I'd be one of the one's who would blog, but here I am. I find myself at a point in my life where I am exhausted from trying to understand why some people say one thing and act completely different. They say one thing to your face and then turn around and do something totally different. I almost feel like if it is alright for everyone else to do it, it must be alright for me to do it also. As I sit here writing this, God is touching me in a mighty way, reminding me that He is in control and I do not have to resond like others do in situations like that. He will see me through IF I LET HIM! It is totally a choice. Not a demand, but a choice. I have to choose to let God control my life in order for the relationship to work. And if I do choose to let Him do this, it has to be every aspect of my life. I can not pick and choose which parts I want God to have control over. It doesn't work like that. Never has, never will. I have to let Him have total control of everything. That has been the hard part. There are things I think I can handle, but I am slowly finding that I have been wrong for a long time. I have slowly turned things over to Him and life has become easier~notice I did not say easy, I said easier. God never said life would be easy. I do not think I would want to live in a perfect world. I would not know what to do. However, with God in control, it is pretty much as close to perfect as it can get I guess!